Tuesday, 14 October 2008

• I dont know why SATAN is so bad and so provocative....

  The last time i wanted to play in the church, i was down with a flu the day b4 and THANK GOD....I was completely ok when I was playing on tat day...

  Now i finally plucked up the courage to VOLUNTEER myself to play in the church and somethings had to happen....and this time its really a big problem...and

  I ACTUALLY CRIED!!!!! ya...still the crying baby...(watever u wanna say about me...see if i care) .....Its pretty bad actually...the problem and i have nobody i dared to turn to to tell about my problem (its not that i dont dare or what but its just somehow i think i will rather keep the prob to myself because i believe i can solve it...i can be independant...) 

  (and anyway I realised in times of trouble, YOU are the ONLY one who can REALLY help yourself....) (Others can support you, others can cry with you, others can hug you...

  but at the end of day...if u still choose not to appreciate all these, if u still choose to stay being sad....nobody except yourself can help you (ofcourse...God is the other person)

  ITs YOUR CHOICE!!!!

  anyway, Im leavign this whole prob to GOD....not gonna really worry about it...haha...

  NO SPOILERS of my HOLIDAYS!!!!

   

  ...I recently have another friend who is undergoing some terrible stress and work pilling up!!! Well,  (you know who you are) ..I'll be praying for you...and you need anything....Just Sms , email....me....will be glad to help ....STAY STRONG AND TOUGH YA!!!! take care!!jiayo!!

  Oohh...BY THE WAY....I have a good news!!! I have a  Friend who is studying in KL who has just become a CHrisTIAN!!!! omygosh!!! I ran into his blog and i found out this BIG BIG news!!! I'm so happy for him!!! (he knows who he is)...and he is a really funy and  guy who post blog using CANTONESE!!!! very fascinating, isnt it??? haha..ALL The BEST for your exams!!

   I went to my friend's 6th form night in their school!!! hehe!!! well, I enjoyed myself...I got to see my beloved high school friends!!! I miss them so much!!!

  Oh, and ofcourse I also took some pictures with them!!! ...Too bad I have couldnt take with all of my other friends...jsut managd to take some with some ppl....

  Oh and by the way, since its my friends' big night...their 6th form graduation night...NOT MINE....so I just wore something simple....a simple black dress...without any MAKE UP AT ALL....temporarily straighten my hair so it wouldn look like the "grass hair" im having!!!

  I just believe that simple can nice at times...haha....

   

  Have to start savin money now...for the aussie trip....hehe....and sometimes God is just too good...I was looking at one of the book which i haven touched for a long time and

   guess what i found in it?????

  An ANG PAO!!! with RM100 in it!!!! muahahahah....!!!and my aunt just gave me some RM last night! (which amount i wont mention...hehe....)

  God is good all the time!!

   

   

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